Ooops, it's been too long...

This is most likely the longest gap in posting for me! Lots of news, little time, and bullet point style it is.

# Planned to run a 10K early May, but ended up running a 5K as the 10K was sold out. Great course, with some hills, perfect weather. Went 19:04 for 3.2. Yes, I went from racing a short 2.99 5K in 17:30 to a long 3.21 5K in 19:04. No matter how you look at it, I ran slower the second time. In my defense, I slowed down a lot in the last mile bc of lack of space - the course was an out and back and we went on a narrow bridge where I got faced with the slower runners running straight into me. Still, not happy about seeing that 19 in front of my 5K time. My battle with the 5K is not over, and will surely go back at it sometime in the winter.

# I spent 10 days in Hawaii! I attended a work related conference in Oahu and before it I flew to Maui with the entire family: Chris, Petru and mom (who turned 70 early May). Chris and I had our honeymoon over there 12 years ago.This was no honeymoon (as we joked!) but in so many ways it was even better. Life is settled and we have grown into the persons we are, and into our marriage. Plus, we have our not so little imp of a boy! Maui was beautiful. My favorite island. Before I left I developed a bit of leg pain (which I would have ran through had I been home), and after my first swim in the ocean (along with a sea turtle!) I decided to take a break from running and just swim. I swam about 2 miles every day there and it was peaceful and beautiful. Some of it was alone, some with Petru who is becoming a little fish. I would go out into the ocean and let my mind go blank for a while. Precious!

# I am back to running right now, a bit slower than before (of course) but not concerned. I am no longer afraid of taking breaks from running bc I know in the end I come back stronger. My main goal moving forward is the Baystate Marathon in October (my 4th - I went 3:29, 3:19 and 3:14 there for the past 3 years). This year, my goal is loftier than ever. But, I feel confident it can be achieved on a good day. After having trained for the 5K for a few months, I am very excited for a change of pace and some longer running. I miss the marathon, which is unusual for a self professed marathon hater. Ha!

# That's it...I'll leave you with some pics for a change:)

 My little fish. He never got tired of the water!

 The Sea turtle who would rest on the beach every afternoon.

 Getting a little help from dad on a hike.

 With mom during one of the less busy (for me) Oahu nights.

Our family!

Observations and pictures

I've been struggling with some really tired legs since my race. I've done several pretty hard runs, and managed to hit my paces (OK, confession time, I did run my track workouts way, way faster than I was supposed to, stupid, I now). I am entertaining the idea that I peak quickly and go flat thereafter.

Case in point:

2010 - HM PR by 7 minutes, one month later feeling flat at Boston 2010 (blister as well, but I did feel flat).

2011 - 30K @ 6:57, one month later feeling flat at Baystate (still great result, but I was capable of more).

I am a fast twitch gal. I believe my best distances are 200m and 400m. The longer the distance, the more I slow down. I've got some really strong quads which help with the speed. I can take a lot of pain, but for short periods of time. This also means that I tire easily and I am starting to believe that my body can only handle 8 weeks max of speed before needing rest. Although I had a great 5K last weekend, I am confident that I could have had a better one 1 or 2 weeks before. This is something I am going to discuss with my coach and take into consideration when planning for my fall marathon. I think I need a long base, with lots of 20 milers, all at MAF HR, and then an 8 week push of speed and MP. My MAF pace has gone down a lot and I believe that when rested, my current MAF pace is lower or close to my MP PR pace. Crazy.  

So, I think I am going to need to rest a bit in May. I so happen to travel for a conference in Hawaii on May 10th, and then go to Maui for a vacation with the family, and what better time to rest than then? I can swim more and run less, and just move away from a strict season. The stress will be gone and I won't need the endorphins as much as I do during the typical work week. More time for my family, and now that Petru swims well, he and I can have a ton of fun in the water. Can't wait!

The folks at Run in Blue posted a couple of photos. Interesting to see myself run. I tend to run with my head down instead of looking ahead. My shoulders are not straight. But, I do have a good knee drive and I don't heel strike. 

Start line. Big race, ha?

At the start. Doing some jumps to stay warm. See Tim, sometimes I do listen!

Starting - hunched over, looking at my feet, arms all over the place...hmm

Crossing the finish line with my eye on the watch

Finish line

 

Run in Blue (almost) 5K race report

For those who like short reports:
3.1 (2.98 on my watch) 17:26; 5:52 pace (Garmin pace)
First woman, Second overall
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This was an A race for me. I started specific training for the 5K in March and truly enjoyed it. I did a lot of track, sometimes 2 track sessions in one week. I ran tempos as well. I felt great and my legs and lungs amazed me. Last week I ran 5x1000m with 1 min jog in 5:30-5:45 each and I felt strong, so strong. Then I started tapering and had the roughest time with it. I ran only 30 miles this week and I was going out of my mind. I was moody. All my runs felt horrible, and things got worse and worse as the time went by. I did have a great run on Wednesday morning; 2.61 miles @ 5:58 as part of a "float workout" where you keep the recovery intervals fast.
Here it is, as an excerpt from my training log:

.12; 0:42 5:43 - comfortable; 
.12; 0:48 6:30 -REST 
.12; 0:42 5:43 - easy, slowed myself down 
.12; 0:48 6:30 -REST 
.50; 2:54 5:48 -comfortable 
.15; 1:01 6:46-REST 
.25; 1:26 5:46 - comfortable 
.16; 1:00 6:30 -REST 
.25; 1:26 5:44 - getting hard here, nausea 
.15; 1:00 6:44 -REST 
.25; 1:26 5:48 - HARD, how the hell am I going to run a sub 19, this sucks -> breath, relax, you want to hurt here 
.15; 1:00 6:36-REST 
.25; 1:23 5:38 -push it, give all you've got - surprisingly there was a lot left. 


But my runs on Thursday, Friday and Saturday, all 3-4 miles of each felt hard. My legs felt heavy, I was out of breath, and I worked hard not to get in to much trouble with the family. Few people knew about my race, but a good friend who knew sent me some nice emails and they helped a ton. I was going to give 100% on that day, no matter how I would feel. I went to bed thinking about that and tucked my "Today I will" bracelet in my shorts.


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Race:
I got to Somerville @ 7:30 with the family. I was happy to have them there. I warmed up while they searched for traffic lights. I felt horrible. I was slow. I did 4x1 min strides starting @ 6:30 and finishing @ 5:15. My legs felt better after the strides. I was more worried about my mental state. I have never felt like this before a race. It was not good. 


I finished the warm up 2 minutes before the start of the race. Good. I went to the line and started chatting with a couple of guys. It was a small race and I wanted to have faster people in front of me to chase. 


We took off. I lead the pack for the first  .2 and saw my average pace going from 10 something to 5:10 (Garmin slow at picking up actual pace). I was to run this mile no faster than 6, but after the first bit @ 5:10 I was unable to slow this mile down more than a 5:50. It felt...not hard. I was surprised. Tim said the second mile will be the hardest, and it was. I slowed down to a 6 (but was at a 6:15 lap pace for at least .25 there). There were no mile markers on the course and I had no idea whether the course was going to be long, etc. I ran all the tangents as best I could. I passed 2 guys and there was only one other guy in front of me (he ran 16 something). In mile 3 I told myself that I am doing it , I am breaking 19.   I started looking at the time on my watch, and kept telling myself that I have X, Y, Z minutes left. Around 2.5 I noticed that the lace on my L shoe went undone. I started thinking whether I should stop and tie it, or kick my shoe off completely, or just go with it. This served as a nice distraction and it gave me some extra adrenaline, I think, as I was getting faster. I saw Chris at 2.6X and I started running all out. He said I looked strong. I felt like I was running so slow, but my watch said something else. Last mile had average pace 5:43. I crossed the line and collapsed on the dirt. I was dizzy. I asked what my time was and they said 17:23. My watched showed 17:26. Who knows. 


So the course seemed short on my watch. I talked to a few runners and they all had various distances, but no one as short as me. Who knows. I am putting this as a PR for a short 5K, because I want to give myself the option of being able to beat this PR. LOL. This would have been something like 18:05 for 3.1, so I am very pleased. 


Super happy with this race. I beat the mental demons. I ran well. The training paid off. Thanks Tim (but I do want less of a taper next time:). And as I was waiting for awards, my eye caught these beauties. Can you say 'lucky course"? And yes, there is dirt on my hands from collapsing at the finish. Ha!

Training and Hunger Games and stats

This week will go in the books as perhaps the highest quality week I have ever done. Monday hosted a 10 miler with 4x1mile @ sub 10K pace. Tuesday hosted 3X (1', 1'15'', 1'30'') hill repeats on a hill with a 10-10.6 grade. Thursday hosted 5x1000m on 400 active recovery @ sub planned 5K pace. Saturday hosted 13 miles @ 7:07 with 3 miles aerobic pace, 3 miles in way sub 19 min, 4 miles aerobic pace, 2 miles in way sub 13, and 1 mile cool down. There were also 3 recovery runs in there, and 2 more tomorrow. My legs continue to impress me, but I think this has more to do with my smart coach. He knows his thing and he has gotten me here progressively. Lets just say that my MAF test in early February was done at 9+mile min/pace. Can you says LOTS of improvement?

The nice thing about how I am training right now is that it is more...pleasant. I am not going all out unless I have a TT, or I need to hit paces in 20+MPH wind (when really I should just slow down, ha!). These workouts are crafted to keep me challenged and motivated, but also to show me that I am getting faster and closer to my goals. It is amazing to me that last year around this time I was chasing a sub 20, and now running a sub 20 seems so easy, and here I am , chasing a sub 19. At 38! Love that! Age is really just a number (BTW, Melanie McQuaid just won Oceanside 70.3 @ 39. Boom!!!).

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Last night Chris and I went to see "Hunger Games". I have not read the books. I am a nonfiction type reader and generally stay away from popular fiction books (maybe my loss here, who knows!). The movie was good, but it left me a bit sad. I may be reading too much into this, but I can certainly see us, as a society, 10-20 years from now no longer being satisfied watching "Survivor" or "Fear factor" (OK< I have never watched this one) or other such shows. Could watching people kill each other on a live TV show become the new "reality show" in vogue someday? Perhaps I am just getting old, ha!

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And just because, some stats for those with such interests:

Current running streak: 43 days (about 2-4 doubles/week); 435.7 miles. (by the way, I have no streak goals here and could really care less about this).
2012 mileage: 862.3; 7:48 avg pace
March so far: 307.2 mi 36:06:55 7:46 / mi

Things are good!

Training thoughts

I think when you push your body hard 2 things can happen: you either adapt and get stronger, or break down and need rest (not necessary get injured, but that is a possibility). Last week I had my first week with full on speed: track, progression/tempo in addition to a long run that ended up being fast. I was tired. My body was tired. The runs went well, but the track was harder than I expected. I was a bit concerned about the fatigue. Tim had promised to take me to my breaking point and then rest me well, so I thought I was getting close to that (and was slightly disappointed, ha). But I turned a corner this week. I ran hills, a 6K track workout (without the active recovery) at, below, and way below planned 5K pace and felt great. I than ran a long run @ aerobic pace with 4 mile repeats @ sub 10K pace interspersed in there. I felt super. Much, much better than last week. Me thinks I adapted! Phew!

And this is where, my friends, having a coach becomes invaluable. We are all different. We handle long vs track vs hilly runs differently (did I mention I was sore after my hill repeats and I never get sore these days???). A coach can learn that about you and then push you or slow you down when needed (OK, mine is probably pulling his hairs because I am a wild one and once in a while I misbehave aka go too fast). Do we all need a recovery week every 3 weeks? Do we all need the same amount of long runs, or the same amount of speed work? Do we all have the same weaknesses and strengths? I think not.

I have witness such an increase in my fitness in the past two months since I started with Tim. I have not raced yet, so obviously I don't have any concrete results to show for, but I am feeling so strong, so happy and excited running these very fun and complicated (yet simple!) workouts and I never get bored with running. I am truly surprised that I like being coached so much!

And just for fun, here is what I've been up to. Notice that during the past week the speed increased, the mileage decreased and there is a lot of black (recovery) in there. I have become such a fan of recovery runs. I go into them with rough feeling legs, and finish them springy and ready for a hard effort the next day...

We are not in Kansas anymore...

This week the $hit hit the fan (so to speak) in my training world. We got down to business to get me ready for a couple of 5Ks and a HM in the future months. I went from la, la, la aerobic, steady running, to hard, sloooowx2, hard, sloooow, long, sloooowx2 and it was an adjustment for my body and mind. I felt super tired this week. I have also been struggling to kill this low grade cold that shows up mostly at night but does not interfere with my runs at all. My legs felt tighter than usual, so I rolled, "sticked" and massaged them daily and they did not fail me one bit.

The track workout surely shocked my mind a bit. Man, running fast at the track is hard. I was humbled but emerged with renewed motivation to work on my mental game (because I think this is so important in the 5K!). The thing is, I always make my paces in training (the faster range of my paces, the higher end of my HR) so I need to believe things will come through for me come race day.

My hard/long workouts this week have been faster than I have ever gone before (except the track, that was slower/shorter). I rocked a 17 miler with Katie today and ran it faster than ever before, while keeping it within my aerobic HR zone. I rocked a progression/tempo/HARD finish run on Thursday. I rocked my recovery runs on trails or treadmill. On top of it all, my legs feel good! I am on a roll:)

I have also started working the mind and experimenting with various strategies to see what fits me. I know I need to do this work now, so that I can practice what works and make it automatic. I can't wait until race day to do that work if I want to see results. The sub 19 5K is mostly a mental barrier for me. I know I can do it. I just freak out when I see a sub 6 pace on my watch. I can't do that. I need to get my brain habituated to that pace. It is so much easier for me to run by heart rate because I do not have these associations with paces. The HR number is just a number, while the pace is so much more. Five more weeks until the first 5K. I know what I need to do, and I will just execute it.

Oh, and I have my prediction all ready for Katie's marathon. She rocked her 20 miler today, probably a PR 20 miler for her on tired legs (faster than any 20 miler she or I have ever done before)! So fun to have such a strong and fun training partner!

The track

I was fortunate to have my first track workout of the season this afternoon, in 73 degrees and 20 MPH wind. Everyone at work was thrilled with the weather this morning, while I was mumbling under my breath about how this is going to mess up with my run.

OK, so I was really excited about going to the track. I love the track, or better, I love having done a track workout. Whatever! I was excited for some speed action.

Tim wrote a workout with a bunch of 200s, then 400s and then faster 200s, with plenty of recovery, and I thought this would be easy peasy.

I warmed up for 2.5 miles, building the pace, then took my shirt off, got my iPod set

"This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain

And 100% reason to remember the name"

I hit the first intervals faster than I wanted (the goal is to NOT go as fast as I can on these, and learn pacing) and it was hard. #$@% . I did the second one and it was hard too. Welcome back to the track, AM. Reality check. You are not in track shape (of course, I have not gone to track since November, and the temps and 20 MPH wind did not help). I plugged along and completed the workout happy for the long recoveries that Tim set for me. Objectively, I hit some pretty awesome paces today, similar to what I was doing in November, just fewer intervals and more recovery. And I do feel great to have done the workout. And, like childbirth, I already forgot about the "hurt" and am so excited about building up my speed during the next six weeks before my first 5K. Bring it! I am ready for MORE!